Friday, December 10, 2010

Some people surprise you(Thanks Bryan);

When I turn to You,
You are always waiting,
With a heart that understands before I speak.
And I learn from You,
All that really matters,
Though a million years go by You'll still love me.

I no longer look for a place to hide,
Cause I know where I belong,
When I turn to You,
When I turn to You,
When I turn to You, dear Lord,
I know that I love You.

When I turn to You,
You are watching over me,
Through eyes that look beyond the faults I see.

And I learn from You,
You are always merciful,
Though I remember all that You've forgiven me,
I no longer look for a place to hide,
Cause I know where I belong.
When I turn to You,
When I turn to You,
When I turn to You, dear Lord,
I know that I love You.

  • Bryan's Hymn (When I Turn to You)
  • From the album My Utmost for His Highest: Quiet Prayers
  • © 1996 Word

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

O God of all Creation:

"You have cared for the earth, and have filled it with your riches. Abundance flows in your steppes, through the pastures and wilderness. You provide for our land, softening it with showers, bathing it in light, and blessing it with growth. The hills sing with joy; the meadows are covered with flocks; the fields deck themselves with wheat; and together they glorify your name!

On this occasion of our Thanksgiving, we as a nation take rest from our labors to consider your many blessings. We thank you for our freedoms, and for the opportunity to contribute our skills, our attributes and our values toward the good of society. 
We thank you for the mixture of our cultures, blending us into one people under God. Help us to be a light unto other nations, and to further the cause of freedom and justice all over the world. We remember those who are less fortunate than we. We lift up in prayer the victims of poverty and racism, and all those who suffer from forms of political and economic oppression. Let the word that goes forth from our mouths speak of your peace, and let us proclaim our hope in Christ as Savior of all humankind.

We pray that you will bless all those who gather here, as we have come to experience your presence among us. Give us your guidance, O God, and empower us for your work. For we claim nothing for ourselves, but return all honor and glory unto you, and offer our thanks and praise. Amen". From "Prayers for God's People"Thomas P. Roberts, editor

Saturday, October 30, 2010

The Myth of Consensus Politics

Two years after an election that seemed to portend a new era of comity, American politics has resumed what now appears to be its permanent condition of polarization, quite possibly worsened by widening rifts within the two major parties. Jonathan Alter, in his cover essay this week on liberalism, notes that theDemocratic Party is split between purists and pragmatists; Christopher Caldwell, assessing the state of conservatism, warns that the Republican Party, should it gain control of Congress, will be accountable to angry insurgents aligned with the Tea Party movement.

If Alter and Caldwell are right, and the books they discuss suggest they are, then Democrats and Republicans seem destined to move even farther apart than they are now. How, then, will they forge the compromises that are the foundation of effective governance? 
The answer is: They may not need to. For most of the past century, consensus in American politics has been more phantom than fact, especially when it comes to staking out ideological ground. Even in the cold war era, a peak period of bipartisan cooperation, liberals and conservatives clashed over first principles, and the most respected spokesmen in either party were not afraid to say so. 
Consider an important midcentury manifesto, “A Democrat Looks at His Party” (1955). Its author, Dean Acheson, had left government after the 1952 election, but he remained a formidable presence — perhaps the greatest of all modern secretaries of state. Yet his book, although written in courtly prose, with learned references to Renaissance history and choice aphorisms from Oliver Wendell Holmes, was an act of ideological revivalism, steeped in the glories of the New Deal. 
The Democrats’ triumphs, Acheson argued, originated in their discovery that the federal government, in particular the executive branch, should be “an instrument to accomplish what needs to be done, even if this cuts across cherished doctrines,” including those stated or implied in the Constitution. 
In fact, Acheson explained, the history of the Democratic Party, dating as far back asGrover Cleveland’s presidency, “is the history of America’s unwritten constitution, of the powers of the federal government, of the nature and authority of the presidential office and its relation to the legislative and judicial powers.” It climaxed in the rush of programs and agencies Democrats devised to meet the crisis of the Great Depression. These innovations required “knowledge, perceptiveness, imagination — in other words, brains,” and it was the Democratic Party that“attracts intellectuals and puts them to work.” 
Republicans, meanwhile, clung to an outmoded ideal of a weak federal government: “In the name of checking . . . ‘executive aggrandizements,’ the party historically would subordinate the Executive to the Congress, and the national voice to a babel of local voices,” Acheson wrote.
The unwritten constitution? The babel of local voices? It’s hard to imagine the high-profile Democrat today who would so openly acknowledge these presumptions of modern liberalism. 
Republicans in the 1950s were no less direct. Take, for instance, the ideas expressed by Arthur Larson, the under secretary of labor to President Eisenhower, in his book “A Republican Looks at His Party,” published in 1956. Responding to Acheson, Larson accused him of a “thinly veiled contempt for state and municipal government,” formed under “the influence of a school of European political theory” — specifically, the socialist theory of Harold Laski. Larson stated his party’s position in language as strident as Newt Gingrich’s. “Let us put it perfectly bluntly: the typical American is inherently a states’-righter by inclination and sentiment.” That same American had “an instinctive sense that . . . excessive centralization means the threat of ultimate loss of personal liberties, and that our constitutional division of powers between the central government, the state governments and the people is right and must be preserved at all costs.” The Democrats’ ideal of the federal leviathan, Larson warned, would place the nation on the road to “totalitarian dictatorship.” 
Acheson and Larson were by no means extremists. Each stood at or near the political center. Acheson had been the architect of the cold war containment policy that included the use of loyalty oaths, enacted under Truman, to expunge suspected Communists from the government payroll, though in his manifesto he regretted this “grave mistake.”
Larson, a self-described “New Republican,” proudly pointed to the Eisenhower administration’s expansion of New Deal programs — unemployment insurance, for one  — and advocated a “strong, confident center-of-the-road American consensus,” a view repudiated by the conservative wing of his own party. 
The dominant political figure in the 1950s was Eisenhower, a popular president twice elected with sweeping majorities. He disdained ideological debate but it swirled all around him, at times almost paralyzing his administration. For two years, he was locked in battle with his party’s right wing, most conspicuously with a group of legislators led by SenatorJoseph R. McCarthy, the ringmaster of loyalty investigations that reached deep into the executive branch. Other Republicans, exploiting wafer-thin majorities in Congress, gave less attention to major appropriations bills than to drafting constitutional amendments that might confound the most devout Tea Partier. In his 1956 book “Affairs of State: The Eisenhower Years,” Richard Rovere, The New Yorker’s Washington correspondent, counted no fewer than 107 amendments that had been submitted to Senate committees as of June 1954. They included one empowering state governors to fill “vacancies” in the House of Representatives should Washington suffer a nuclear attack, another to prevent “interference with or limitation upon the power of any state to regulate health, morals, education, marriage, and good order in the state,” and a third that would have inserted the following words in the Constitution: “This nation devoutly recognizes the authority and law of Jesus Christ, Savior and Ruler of Nations through whom are bestowed the blessings of Almighty God.”

At one point, Eisenhower, frustrated that the nation’s serious business was being ignored, considered quitting the Republican Party and starting a new party of his own. 
The problem was temporarily solved by the 1954 election. It was a defeat for Congressional Republicans, but not for Eisenhower since, as Rovere reported, the election had “removed several persons whom the president found offensive and had weakened the authority of quite a few others,” most of them Republicans. 
Democrats, all the while, were equally fissured, as the party nearly self-destructed over civil rights, the great social issue of the 1950s (though neither Acheson nor Larson had much to say about it). The fiercest proponents of the states’ rights ideology championed by Larson were not Republicans, but Southern Democrats. Some had already broken with the party, in 1948, when Strom Thurmond, then the governor of South Carolina, headed a third-party, states rights’ ticket, the Dixiecrats, which captured four states in the general election, the first step in the Democratic Party’s eventual loss of “the Solid South.” 
Today, much of this history has been forgotten, and the Eisenhower years are remembered instead as an oasis of responsible governance and nonideological, bipartisan calm. It is too soon to say the same about the politics of the present moment. But it is also too soon to say where we are headed or even to guess how we might get there.


Sam Tanenhaus is the editor of the Book Review. His book “The Death of Conservatism” was published in paperback this month.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

And yet, who really cares


So yes, my files were read. 


So, maybe some woman who could have had a chance, doesn't anymore? Nothing can be done about that. Me, I've had my lap top gone over w/a fine tooth comb, changed my passwords to an encrypted cypher, and, I've told everyone who needed to hear it, Please, stop or get ready to lawyer up.

And yes Charlotte the most important connection w/another for me, is really through their mind & then, sharing the power contained within their spirit, but so often, people play around the margins of themselves, sharing & withholding, allowing & drawing away as it seems important for the game of discovery, but what for?

Me, I'm unafraid of reality, for there it is anyway!

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Sting said it 1st(but it's no less real);

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
Whatever bread's in my mouth,
whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Whenever your memory feeds my soul,
whatever got broken becomes whole
Whenever I'm filled with doubts that we will be together

Wherever I lay me down, wherever I put my head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way
I'm calling out your name

Whenever those dark clouds hide the moon
Whenever this world has gotten so strange
I know that something's gonna change
Something's gonna change

Whenever I say your name,
Whenever I say your name,
I'm already praying, I'm already praying
I'm already filled with a joy that I can't explain
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I'm on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name,
whenever I say it loud,
I'm already praying

Whenever this world has got me down, whenever I shed a tear
Whenever the TV makes me mad,
whenever I'm paralyzed with fear
Whenever those dark clouds fill the sky,
whenever I lose the reason why
Whenever I'm filled with doubts that we will be together

Whenever the sun refuse to shine,
whenever the skies are pouring rain
Whatever I lost I thought was mine
whenever I close my eyes in pain
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way
I'm calling out your name

Whenever this dark begins to fall
Whenever I'm vulnerable and small
Whenever I feel like I could die
Whenever I'm holding back the tears that I cry

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
I'm already praying

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Hack attack & Weirdness;

You know, for me, being single, seeking connection, I am always surprised by the viciousness of the people whose actions, force me to leave them behind. Not that I'm shocked, but stunned would be more like it!

Over the past few days(allegedly), a friend of mine has been harassed to no end by what I'm sure is her present want to be lover,  but alas, because I'm the object of this persons concern, my yahoo and msn(hotmail) accounts have been violated. Now why is that? And better still, what is the point of scaring someone into loving you?

Sure, when I was in HS, I would take my date to the Freddy Movies, so that she would get all worked up and need to be hugged and cuddle, which now that I've written that, really only caused more harm than it was worth, but still, @ this age, in the global environment in which we have access to, why do people still feel the need to fixate?

Anyhoo, off to the studio for me.


But I just wanted to say, being vindictive, never improved anyone well being. Unless that's the point....

Monday, September 06, 2010

Peace

Peace comes we understand that the desired outcome is Love.

Impatience then(in or out of Love), often leads to frustration.

For in truth, it is whatever it is, and trying to make it be something that it isn't presently, is only going to make it worse!

And yes, you knew that already, so this week, go slowly, think as clearly as your individual circumstances allow, and in that, you'll not only find rest, but the energy to push through the fog of right now.

Which honestly, is temporary.

Me, I'm hoping to get back to the road in the fall, and if I'm in a city near you, I'll get the times and location up as soon as I know for sure, what the engagement is.

In the between, believe in your own heart.
It got you this far, and it'll be with you til the end..

Friday, September 03, 2010

This is a real Holiday after all

Labor Day is a United States federal holiday observed on the first Monday in September (September 6 in 2010). The first Labor Day in the United States was celebrated on September 5, 1882 in New York City. It became a federal holiday in 1894, when, following the deaths of a number of workers at the hands of the U.S. military and U.S. Marshals during the Pullman Strike, President Grover Cleveland put reconciliation with the labor movement as a top political priority. Fearing further conflict, legislation making Labor Day a national holiday was rushed through Congress unanimously and signed into law a mere six days after the end of the strike.

Or, if you prefer: The first Labor Day was held in 1882. Its origins stem from the desire of the Central Labor Union to create a holiday for workers. It became a federal holiday in 1894. It was originally intended that the day would be filled with a street parade to allow the public to appreciate the work of the trade and labor organizations. After the parade, a festival was to be held to amuse local workers and their families. In later years, prominent men and women held speeches. This is less common now, but is sometimes seen in election years. One of the reasons for choosing to celebrate this on the first Monday in September was to add a holiday in the long gap between Independence Day and Thanksgiving.

Either way, enjoy the time safely with your friends and family!Just remember that the facts should never obscure the pleasure, for often, they enhance the sacrifice that was made on our behalf, which is what an actual Holiday should be about...

Monday, August 23, 2010

Here's this then;


Loving yourself, w/out the mirror others try to hold against you is the 1st sign that you're an individual, an not just another one of the sheep. Yes, I can and will test your limits, and outside of them, create opportunities for you to to surrender deeper than you've more than likely anticipated. But in all honesty, what else could you possibly want from me?



I like the song line that goes: "I do not feel that two have to have exact likes/dislikes to be compatable as friends or lovers." for in that, I can see the possibilities between people, and that's good, for in being a woman, as a Man, I see you as well.

Anyhoo, off to the final accomplishment of the day. You, wherever this may find you, breath deep, for air sometimes is more precious than self, but in releasing it, sometimes, you're more free than you had previously thought possible...

Thursday, August 05, 2010

Thursday finds me reflective


In life, as in love, there are believers, and those that can not, for their own ignorance, anger, and fears. For you then, the key is to be the best You can be, as for those who don't understand, allow that to be the reflection and/or prism you view them through!



For life is about love, pain, and the occasional slaughter. 


We, those who love, seek love, and embrace all that love is about; our job isn't to accept the burdens placed upon by those that seek the darkness. Our job is to step into, and under the light, whenever we're able. He forgives, we never forget, and in all honesty, that's enough.

Friday, July 30, 2010

The eX sent a fb request, that included;


"Your children are not your children, for they are the sons and the daughters of life's longing for itself. They come through you, but yet, are not from you. And though they are with you for a season, they belong not to you only.



You may give them your love, but not your thoughts,
for they have their own thoughts to discover.
You may house their bodies but not their souls.
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your diminishing dreams!

Your children are not your children,
for though you may strive to be like them,
but please, never seek to make them like you!

You though, you are the bows from which your children,
as living arrows are sent forth!

Let your bending then, in the archer's bow, be for their gladness alone."


And yes, I put an edit upon it, for some of it was true enough...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

On this (Tues)day;


Another in which, as I awoke, and thought of all that was on my personal horizon(s), I still found time to think of you! 


To think about how you're such a blessing to so many of course, but more, about how you're such a blessing to me.

And so, on this day when you and all your strength(s) will be yet again tested, I just wanted to remind you that you're more than just someones wife, or, someones mother, daughter or friend, you, you're incredibly special as an individual, and in this world, at this time, that's something amazing, indeed! 


Monday, July 05, 2010

Liberty Thoughts(reprinted)


"Yesterday we celebrated an event that took place in the 18th century. It is an unusual event to commemorate with a holiday — not the first shot in a battle or the toppling of a government but the broadcasting, as it was in those days, of a proposition about the nature and the rights of human beings. How fruitful, how reasonable, how correct that proposition was, we have seen again and again throughout our history. 


That proposition was the Declaration of Independence.
We know the words well, but they bear repeating: “That all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed.”The men responsible for the ideas in that document could, of course, know nothing of our world, and even with all the aids of history, we can hardly imagine what it was like to be alive in theirs, in 1776.

How capacious an idea the Declaration contains becomes clear when you realize that it still contains us all, however we vote, however we choose to celebrate this day.
We live in our historical moment. And yet we are the product of a very different moment, a time when a group of men, driven onward by the pen of Thomas Jefferson, felt certain they could enunciate truths that were universal, good for all time.
Their claims were stunningly bold, both politically and philosophically. There are intellectual precedents to the Declaration. But there is only one Declaration. We are still enacting its thesis, still, after all these years, learning how to embody its aspirations. It is not just a matter of trying to remain true to Jefferson’s words. The strength and the wonder of this country is that the words remain true to us."

Sunday, July 04, 2010

It's that time again


Though true enough, many have cause to celebrate this day, the alleged birth of a nation, but what of the sacrifice, what of those sacrificed? Do you think they're celebrating? 


Me, I wonder about much, like why kids spend summers away from a parent they want to be with, or worse, by themselves(?)! Joy though, joy is not a wonder for me, and I thank Him for that...

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Jesus, Declare His Name(lyrics for PMNW


You can hear it playing @ www.prayermountainnw.com



Verse 1
 
Nations gather, hearts are yearning to be free
Come together, sing His song of liberty

Verse 2
Nations gather, eyes are lifted to His face
Lord forever, captivating all with grace

Chorus:
Jesus- Declare His nameOver the earth, sing of His fame
Jesus- Heaven come downLift your voices hear the sound, declare His name

Verse 3
Tribe and nation, raise the banner of our King
Sovereign Savior, Only God, our praise we bring
Tribe and nation, rising up to speak His name
True Salvation, comes from He alone who reigns

Bridge:
In heaven and earth be magnified
In 
heaven and earth be lifted high
In heaven and earth be magnified
In heaven and earth be lifted high


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